I'm dating myself. I think I have been for along time now. I think now that I'm older I've sorta reconciled with it. I'm learning to love me. Enjoying my flaws, and debating them, understanding me. Searching.
I read that the dream person you desire is actually yourself. You have all the qualities you seek in someone. You understand your flaws, bad habits. You can depend on you.
The cosmic overdone classic fork in the road syndrome plagues me as always. I think it's because I analyze a situation clearly trying to grasp some sort of awareness or understanding. So there no way it can never be easy. It's chronic life events.
What if I can see two completely lives? And both of them seem great? What if the opposite attraction to both of them is the very thing possibly thing that all of creations generic desicion making boils down too?
There is something big inside of me. Its one days revolution waiting. Whatever it is, it's important. And I feel like a kid in a candy store about it? Melissa's grand adventure.
What if choose wrong? The wrong road? Why is it we know what we should do but there is a stronger magnetic force is pulling you in the other direction?
Can't I have everything? Can't it work together? Why Is there multiple outcomes? And why can't I be ignorant and bliss? Why does intelligence and life make me so perplexed?
The mysteries of life I suppose.
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